Bright

Anticipation,
A great distraction.
Cool breeze,
City buzzing,
I melt in.
Soaking up energy,
Good and bad.
I feel centered yet spread thin.

Loose pigments and shadows! Playtime!

Loose pigments and shadows! Playtime!

Hope the cops didn’t see me filming this! Such a rebel!

Whoooohoooo! Getting fit!

Whoooohoooo! Getting fit!

Here

Laying.
Thinking.
My heartbeat reverberates off my stomach.
Boom-Boom-Boom
Laying.
Thinking.
Is it getting hot in here?
Throw my blankets off.
Thinking…
It’s getting too noisy.
Shut up
Shut up
SHUT UP!
Too jumbled, a mess.
Past.
Present.
Where am I?
My mind buzzes,
Frenzied.
But my heart,
My heart,
It burns.
Hot from the inside out.
The past…
Past…
All of them,
Insignificant.
What I thought, was love,
Was not.
An illusion,
A farce.
Completely insubstantial.
But him,
Made me see through the illusion.
I guess,
I suppose,
That’s why I can’t let you go.
Laying.
Thinking.
That I,
Haven’t smiled a real smile,
Laughed a real laugh,
Since you exited my life

Talking with Emily on her birthday!

Emily’s Birthday!

Oh boy.

I wish you knew how much this situation sickens me.

The past or should I say “the truth behind the past” makes me feel like vomiting.

Lo lo lo

Lonely

And I wanna lose 10 pounds

Sigh…

I’m in love with you.

Your words break my thoughts to pieces.

Your world invades my conscious…

And it’s painful…

So very painful

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